I'm in love with this Maniac!

I'm in love the moment I laid my eyes on this pair of Brian Atwood Maniac pump platforms in nude! Loveeee the shoes so much!! I really want to get this pair, but Saks doesn't have my size. My usual size is 36 but I think I should get a half size bigger, which is 36.5 since the style runs small. I don't think it's my lucky day!

Does anyone know where I can possibly get this beauty?